I can't credit recent episodes to PMS or maybe partly. Pretty tired of how I ALWAYS get the blame when something that doesnt even relates to me happen. You know the feeling of how the world around you is falling apart when both work and personal life doesnt work out? That seriously sucks.
What should I do or rather what else can I do?
Wednesday 22 October 2014
Monday 9 December 2013
No Lazy Woman
Today was a hell of a tired day for me. I have been finishing up the ends for my school's year end concert. It will be a good experience for me because I can proudly say that the plannings were all done by yours truly. Downside is, I get the stress myself unknowingly/ knowingly.
You know people start questioning you what exactly you are stress over, how do you answer that. From the planning to execution of ideas to being rejected or feeling the resistance in working as a team. I tell you, these ARE stress. You as the main coordinator, enlarges your actions to others and even the slightest mistake you make is not pardoned. I take that but I ask- 'What have you done to help me avoid the mistake?" =)
Another hurdle that I am facing currently are the HFMD cases happening in my school. It seems that cases have been increasing and my main cast for the skit has an ulcer in his mouth. How great, I shout- "Ji bai si liao."
Though I feel the hardships but I still hope for the concert to go on as normal. It was months of tedious killing of brain cells. I am really just keeping my fingers crossed right now. Please, to jesus, guan yin ma or any other god, please bless my school's children with good health and smooth run and completion of the school concert. Please! Please !
Away from work, I finally gotten a proper gift to the hub after years. We have been very practical to NOT get gifts for each other, in order to save up for our house which is due to complete like soon. OMG! We usually go for good dinner dates to celebrate anniversaries or birthdays. Simple and filling. =)
But you know this year 2013 marks a significant year to us. It is our 10th year being together from our dating days to now- married with a lovely baby boy who has brought us closer than before. I decided to get him a PRADA wallet. Though the price was slightly steep than what I usually get for him, it is every cents worth. He was the usual, nagging at me, asking for the price. Tell me which idiot so stupid to do that. When I thought he was not going to get me my gift, he surprises me with a set of couple watch.
I was just telling him. Both of us are really VERY practical people. We get whatever we need as of now.
Photos will be up when this concert rara is over.
CIAOS!
You know people start questioning you what exactly you are stress over, how do you answer that. From the planning to execution of ideas to being rejected or feeling the resistance in working as a team. I tell you, these ARE stress. You as the main coordinator, enlarges your actions to others and even the slightest mistake you make is not pardoned. I take that but I ask- 'What have you done to help me avoid the mistake?" =)
Another hurdle that I am facing currently are the HFMD cases happening in my school. It seems that cases have been increasing and my main cast for the skit has an ulcer in his mouth. How great, I shout- "Ji bai si liao."
Though I feel the hardships but I still hope for the concert to go on as normal. It was months of tedious killing of brain cells. I am really just keeping my fingers crossed right now. Please, to jesus, guan yin ma or any other god, please bless my school's children with good health and smooth run and completion of the school concert. Please! Please !
Away from work, I finally gotten a proper gift to the hub after years. We have been very practical to NOT get gifts for each other, in order to save up for our house which is due to complete like soon. OMG! We usually go for good dinner dates to celebrate anniversaries or birthdays. Simple and filling. =)
But you know this year 2013 marks a significant year to us. It is our 10th year being together from our dating days to now- married with a lovely baby boy who has brought us closer than before. I decided to get him a PRADA wallet. Though the price was slightly steep than what I usually get for him, it is every cents worth. He was the usual, nagging at me, asking for the price. Tell me which idiot so stupid to do that. When I thought he was not going to get me my gift, he surprises me with a set of couple watch.
I was just telling him. Both of us are really VERY practical people. We get whatever we need as of now.
Photos will be up when this concert rara is over.
CIAOS!
Sunday 8 December 2013
Back after so long...
Bad habit of leaving what's supposedly a space to write about my boy. Blame it on laziness and work, it usually interlinks right.
Not too sure who the hell is so free to still be reading about my blog. But seriously, I don't care. I'm just going to use this space as a "room" to space out.
My boy is growing up well, too fast I should say. He is turning 2 in 4 months time.I have been busy capturing his growing phase as much as I can, trying not to miss out any important milestones he may/ might achieve. What I love about him at this time is his non- stop blabbering. Kids, you should know- irrelevant and nonsensical makes a good match. Haha.. But, my love for him doesnt cease just because of that. I still LOVE LOVE LOVE my boy very much.
With the change of work environment which I am VERY thankful because it's a great leap. From hell to heaven, I'm not being too frank here isnt it. Anyway, I have been progressing well in my work. At least, I can see what is clear in my future. My boss is a humble and down to earth lady boss that I can't thank her enough. She provided MANY opportunities for me to earn more moolas and in a way, upgrade myself in different fields. I must go pray more, to whatever god I can.
I am still in the preschool sector and going a little into enrichment. My jobscope now doesn't only covers teaching, I'm moving a little into operations. A new experience and though it IS stressful, I am still moving on no matter what. I just want to see progression and not being stagnant in my work. Talk about being psychopathic. Haha..
I am going to blog more since I've gotten back this blog's access. If you are one of those rare people that reads this little humble space of mine, do comment so I will blog more.
Back to my work- year end concert coming!
CIAOS!
Not too sure who the hell is so free to still be reading about my blog. But seriously, I don't care. I'm just going to use this space as a "room" to space out.
My boy is growing up well, too fast I should say. He is turning 2 in 4 months time.I have been busy capturing his growing phase as much as I can, trying not to miss out any important milestones he may/ might achieve. What I love about him at this time is his non- stop blabbering. Kids, you should know- irrelevant and nonsensical makes a good match. Haha.. But, my love for him doesnt cease just because of that. I still LOVE LOVE LOVE my boy very much.
With the change of work environment which I am VERY thankful because it's a great leap. From hell to heaven, I'm not being too frank here isnt it. Anyway, I have been progressing well in my work. At least, I can see what is clear in my future. My boss is a humble and down to earth lady boss that I can't thank her enough. She provided MANY opportunities for me to earn more moolas and in a way, upgrade myself in different fields. I must go pray more, to whatever god I can.
I am still in the preschool sector and going a little into enrichment. My jobscope now doesn't only covers teaching, I'm moving a little into operations. A new experience and though it IS stressful, I am still moving on no matter what. I just want to see progression and not being stagnant in my work. Talk about being psychopathic. Haha..
I am going to blog more since I've gotten back this blog's access. If you are one of those rare people that reads this little humble space of mine, do comment so I will blog more.
Back to my work- year end concert coming!
CIAOS!
Wednesday 16 May 2012
Let me rant about my MIL
I'm upset to be ranting about my MIL over here when this blog is solely for updates on Kyler.A lengthy post .
On Mother's Day, (ya she has to pissed me off on this day) we were about to make our way back home from Hubby's Po Po place. Brother in law offered to give us a lift since there is ample space for both Hubby and I plus Kyler. He offered partly because Kyler will be more comfortable as compared to FIL's van. Right after Hubby got in and I was ready to carry Kyler into the car, MIL walked away WITH Kyler.
WHY??!!
Just because there isnt any space for her lovely daughter to sit. FYL. I don't see any reasons for her to walk away with Kyler together based on this ridiculous fact. Not enough space then sit in the van, you don't carry my son away and sit in the uncomfortable Van. I lost it at that moment, went into the car with my two nieces(not portraying a good role model) and shouted: :" What the hell is wrong with your mum, just because there's not enough space for her daughter, she carried Kyler and walked away."
Silence, completely. Nobody dared to talk even the usual talkative nieces.
Ridiculous or not you tell me? That's not all.
We were supposed to attend Baby Jia Yu's Birthday party at Downtown East on the same day. Kyler was already feeling cranky because he's too used sleeping in the "sarong". My darling was still sleeping when it was time to go, my MIL kept telling me- Never mind lor, I carry and.........
Guan Yin say can go.
FUCK MY LIFE!!!
I grew up in a family where all of us are pretty much free-thinkers. We don't abide by rules or beliefs so I can't believe what I heard. I doubt anyone can right? I still have my respect for their beliefs and as much as I can, I go with the flow.
But, how can an elder be so insensitive? My son is tired so let him sleep. You can carry? Not as if I do not have hands to carry. I don't see the big deal in not going.
My frustration hits the maximum limit when she kept asking whether we are going. Last time she asked, hmm.. I think I rolled my eyes in front of her and said a firm NO. She still not gam wan, asked the daughter come and ask me. You know how it feels when you hit the jackpot? When you say something and no one else asks about it anymore.
我都讲我不要去了。
Once and for all- silence achieved.
I think I'm already being very patient with my in laws most of the times. But, being the straightforward me, don't try your limits.
Put all these aside, Kyler gotten two new strollers! =) One is a twin stroller which MIL can use when she fetch the nieces from school bus. ( She baby sits a toddler just in case you are wondering whether I'm having twins) Here's baobei in the twin stroller which I pulled the front seat down that will give ample space for a single child to be in it. Cheap and good.
Another one which costs me a LV bag is from Quinny. It works like a transformer, with one button it forms by itself. Hubby and I are quite proud of our purchase because it's every cents worth though a little ex.
On Mother's Day, (ya she has to pissed me off on this day) we were about to make our way back home from Hubby's Po Po place. Brother in law offered to give us a lift since there is ample space for both Hubby and I plus Kyler. He offered partly because Kyler will be more comfortable as compared to FIL's van. Right after Hubby got in and I was ready to carry Kyler into the car, MIL walked away WITH Kyler.
WHY??!!
Just because there isnt any space for her lovely daughter to sit. FYL. I don't see any reasons for her to walk away with Kyler together based on this ridiculous fact. Not enough space then sit in the van, you don't carry my son away and sit in the uncomfortable Van. I lost it at that moment, went into the car with my two nieces(not portraying a good role model) and shouted: :" What the hell is wrong with your mum, just because there's not enough space for her daughter, she carried Kyler and walked away."
Silence, completely. Nobody dared to talk even the usual talkative nieces.
Ridiculous or not you tell me? That's not all.
We were supposed to attend Baby Jia Yu's Birthday party at Downtown East on the same day. Kyler was already feeling cranky because he's too used sleeping in the "sarong". My darling was still sleeping when it was time to go, my MIL kept telling me- Never mind lor, I carry and.........
Guan Yin say can go.
FUCK MY LIFE!!!
I grew up in a family where all of us are pretty much free-thinkers. We don't abide by rules or beliefs so I can't believe what I heard. I doubt anyone can right? I still have my respect for their beliefs and as much as I can, I go with the flow.
But, how can an elder be so insensitive? My son is tired so let him sleep. You can carry? Not as if I do not have hands to carry. I don't see the big deal in not going.
My frustration hits the maximum limit when she kept asking whether we are going. Last time she asked, hmm.. I think I rolled my eyes in front of her and said a firm NO. She still not gam wan, asked the daughter come and ask me. You know how it feels when you hit the jackpot? When you say something and no one else asks about it anymore.
我都讲我不要去了。
Once and for all- silence achieved.
I think I'm already being very patient with my in laws most of the times. But, being the straightforward me, don't try your limits.
Put all these aside, Kyler gotten two new strollers! =) One is a twin stroller which MIL can use when she fetch the nieces from school bus. ( She baby sits a toddler just in case you are wondering whether I'm having twins) Here's baobei in the twin stroller which I pulled the front seat down that will give ample space for a single child to be in it. Cheap and good.
The car seat which can be attached. Sadly, baobei doesnt likes to be seated in it because of the neck pillow which he finds it very gao wei. Basically, darling doesn't like anything to be around his neck, genetically like his dad. Haha..
The bigger seat which is also attachable to the handle.
See what I meant by transformer? Very metallic but serves as sturdy and comfortable seat for your child.
The car seat.
And here's baobei in it. Look at his contented and satisfying look. Haha..
To end off this long and draggy post....
Kyler says: Ciaos everyone! =)
Monday 7 May 2012
Deprived...
Hi Everyone!
Hubby was back from his training on 1st May. I'm so glad he's finally back after a long 3 weeks of dealing with baobei myself. No doubt I'm handling well but at times I seem so deprived of rest without anyone helping me. Thus, now that he's back, we can take turns to look after darling in the day and night. I'm actually more awake during the night because I'm a night owl all along- doesn't makes a difference. Hubby nags at me everytime I don't make good use of the time to rest when darling is sleeping at night. I'm starting to worry when I goes back to work and with my night course, I can literally go "beng san". Haha..
Hubby and I just spent near to 2k buying 2 strollers for darling. No, I'm not having twins. Reason being, MIL will need to ferry Kyler and the toddler she helps to baby sit when the two nieces comes back from school by bus. We went Kiddy Palace to get the twin stroller on sale at 299 which we find that it's quite a good deal. After which we got FIL to drive us to the SPRING showroom at Jalan Kintan(Not sure whether I got the add wrongly), we got a Quinny front handle stroller which comes with a car seat for 1099. I can hear the sound of coins rolling on the floor, haha.. This price is enough to get a LV Neverfull or a gucci classic sling bag. Ok I digress. Will upload the pictures of the Quinny stroller when it arrives at the store as it was out of stock when we got it. The features works just like a transformer, with one button the whole stroller forms by itself. Perhaps I'm a newbie mummy, everything looks totally cool to me.=)
Oh ya, I had my post natal massage 2 weeks ago. Although I was pinning high hopes that I can go back to my pre pregnancy weight but CRASHED. My belly did got firmer and I managed to squeeze into a size 28 Levis Jeans but sitting down is a problem because the loose skins starts to form a "swimming float". Now I fully understand what is the meaning of "swimming float" when the elders describes it. I will have to control my diet and hoping to slim down before christmas this year. No specific reasons why christmas, prolly just a goal for me to work towards. Wish me luck la.. Haha..
Will be back again! =)
Hubby was back from his training on 1st May. I'm so glad he's finally back after a long 3 weeks of dealing with baobei myself. No doubt I'm handling well but at times I seem so deprived of rest without anyone helping me. Thus, now that he's back, we can take turns to look after darling in the day and night. I'm actually more awake during the night because I'm a night owl all along- doesn't makes a difference. Hubby nags at me everytime I don't make good use of the time to rest when darling is sleeping at night. I'm starting to worry when I goes back to work and with my night course, I can literally go "beng san". Haha..
Hubby and I just spent near to 2k buying 2 strollers for darling. No, I'm not having twins. Reason being, MIL will need to ferry Kyler and the toddler she helps to baby sit when the two nieces comes back from school by bus. We went Kiddy Palace to get the twin stroller on sale at 299 which we find that it's quite a good deal. After which we got FIL to drive us to the SPRING showroom at Jalan Kintan(Not sure whether I got the add wrongly), we got a Quinny front handle stroller which comes with a car seat for 1099. I can hear the sound of coins rolling on the floor, haha.. This price is enough to get a LV Neverfull or a gucci classic sling bag. Ok I digress. Will upload the pictures of the Quinny stroller when it arrives at the store as it was out of stock when we got it. The features works just like a transformer, with one button the whole stroller forms by itself. Perhaps I'm a newbie mummy, everything looks totally cool to me.=)
Oh ya, I had my post natal massage 2 weeks ago. Although I was pinning high hopes that I can go back to my pre pregnancy weight but CRASHED. My belly did got firmer and I managed to squeeze into a size 28 Levis Jeans but sitting down is a problem because the loose skins starts to form a "swimming float". Now I fully understand what is the meaning of "swimming float" when the elders describes it. I will have to control my diet and hoping to slim down before christmas this year. No specific reasons why christmas, prolly just a goal for me to work towards. Wish me luck la.. Haha..
Will be back again! =)
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| Loving him so much.. =) |
Tuesday 1 May 2012
Our drama Son.
Have you ever smiled to yourself for something that you reflect on..
I have so much of these moments nowadays especially when Kyler is cooing or gurgling. I really do wonder whether our darling is a little too advanced in his developmental milestones. My MIL always says that Kyler is a chatterbox because he responds whenever we talk to him. This little darling of ours has the genes of his talkative parents. =)
I'm going back to work in less than a month. I do not know how I can focus at work without my baobei with me all the time. Contracting enough, when we start working we complain how tiring it is but when we don't, we complain of boredom. Haha.. Now that Kyler is out, I have no intention of going back work but oh well, no work no money, no money, no food. That's how realistic life in Singapore is, talk about 1k to buy a flat, cmon..
Kyler went for his Hep B jab last Saturday and it was nerve wrecking for his mummy. The nurse explained to me the many jab "packages" and being the kiasi and kiasu mummy, I'm definitely opting for all of it. Especially when I'm working in a childcare, I'm the carrier of virus. The nurse measured his weight and height and she was surprised at his birth weight which is at 3.932kg. I know, WOW... haha.. I do not want to think about how I managed to push or rather tried pushing him out. So, Mummy Lynn went super nervous when the nurse asked me to hold his ankle tightly for the jab. His face went all red when the long needle was poked into his tender left thigh, followed by piercing loud cries. My heart sank and I felt like crying too. I'm also a drama mamma..haha.. Sis was there to help me and luckily, we managed to coax him to sleep after a while. That ended the entire scary jab process.
This is my darling back home after the jab. Looking cute at all angles. =)
To end this post, let me sing you a song.. Haha..
(Tune: If You're Happy And You Know)
If he's happy and he knows, he looks like this...
If he's sad and he knows...and he really wants to show....
WA!!! He shows us by crying really really loud.. hahaha...
Back to my calm little one with his baobei "dudu".
Will be back soon. Happy Labour Day !!
I have so much of these moments nowadays especially when Kyler is cooing or gurgling. I really do wonder whether our darling is a little too advanced in his developmental milestones. My MIL always says that Kyler is a chatterbox because he responds whenever we talk to him. This little darling of ours has the genes of his talkative parents. =)
I'm going back to work in less than a month. I do not know how I can focus at work without my baobei with me all the time. Contracting enough, when we start working we complain how tiring it is but when we don't, we complain of boredom. Haha.. Now that Kyler is out, I have no intention of going back work but oh well, no work no money, no money, no food. That's how realistic life in Singapore is, talk about 1k to buy a flat, cmon..
Kyler went for his Hep B jab last Saturday and it was nerve wrecking for his mummy. The nurse explained to me the many jab "packages" and being the kiasi and kiasu mummy, I'm definitely opting for all of it. Especially when I'm working in a childcare, I'm the carrier of virus. The nurse measured his weight and height and she was surprised at his birth weight which is at 3.932kg. I know, WOW... haha.. I do not want to think about how I managed to push or rather tried pushing him out. So, Mummy Lynn went super nervous when the nurse asked me to hold his ankle tightly for the jab. His face went all red when the long needle was poked into his tender left thigh, followed by piercing loud cries. My heart sank and I felt like crying too. I'm also a drama mamma..haha.. Sis was there to help me and luckily, we managed to coax him to sleep after a while. That ended the entire scary jab process.
To end this post, let me sing you a song.. Haha..
(Tune: If You're Happy And You Know)
If he's happy and he knows, he looks like this...
If he's tired and he knows, he looks like this...
Back to my calm little one with his baobei "dudu".
Sunday 22 April 2012
1 month plus..
This is the second post of my darling price's blog. Days of being a mummy spells B-U-S-Y. Hun is not around for 3 weeks due to work purposes and I had to handle Kyler alone most of the time. I will only update my excruciating and memorable birth story and baby shower at a later time.
Kyler is 1 month and 8 days old as of today. He is growing faster and probably with a blink of eye, he'll be celebrating his one year old birthday. He is now drinking 4 1/2 oz of milk everyday. Day feeds are pretty manageable but night feeds are such a killer. At first, Hun is around to help whenever I'm tired. But when he is away, DANG... suck thumb and DIY. Haha.. I'm already slowly getting the hang of everything from changing of soiled diapers, clothes, shower and so much more. I am such a superwoman, self praise.. Haha..
Kyler started cooing a few days ago and I was so surprised to his advanced developmental milestones. He gurgles and that usually makes us all so delighted. I can just go on and on about my prince but I shall stop here as of now. Here's a peep at my handsome little one.
See ya!! =)
Kyler is 1 month and 8 days old as of today. He is growing faster and probably with a blink of eye, he'll be celebrating his one year old birthday. He is now drinking 4 1/2 oz of milk everyday. Day feeds are pretty manageable but night feeds are such a killer. At first, Hun is around to help whenever I'm tired. But when he is away, DANG... suck thumb and DIY. Haha.. I'm already slowly getting the hang of everything from changing of soiled diapers, clothes, shower and so much more. I am such a superwoman, self praise.. Haha..
Kyler started cooing a few days ago and I was so surprised to his advanced developmental milestones. He gurgles and that usually makes us all so delighted. I can just go on and on about my prince but I shall stop here as of now. Here's a peep at my handsome little one.
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